I don't know!

It sounds ridiculous but when I say "Oh I like that!" It has more of a meaning than just me. I feel as if there are parts of me that are separate people and they're all hanging around. I doubt I'm suffering from a multi-personality disorder but something's happening I can't explain. I feel myself as a person but I feel separate people with me, like people wonder why I laugh to myself or stay quiet for hours and think something's wrong like I'm sad but I'm not. I'm just listening to the little people cracking jokes or talking about what we see or what I should do or say. Sometimes I like it and other times I hate it. One will see something anxiety triggering and start panicking for some reason and make me stop what ever I'm doing and start shaking or breathing weird. Some days they're there and other days I feel like its a big slumber party and they're sleeping (when that happens in groggy all day and I can't focus worth s***!) I have no one to tell this too and its getting harder to deal with my people and I don't know what to do! :c

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  • Wow, difficult problem!

  • You have schizophrenia. I have known a few people who experience the exact same thing. One takes meds and had a good life (homeowner) friends social life; the other doesn't tske his meds jail, fights, takes drugs prob death soon.
    You need to get meds to help!

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