Life Ponderings

I'm a Christian, born and raised this way. I believe all the beliefs of my religion, but make exceptions that others look down on. I'm bisexual. I believe that people cannot pray for their sexuality to go away, that it truly is something they are born as. Love is love. Regardless of gender. I'm also having difficulties with marital issues. My (ex) husband cheated on me when I thought I was good to him. I am now having an affair with a married man. Do we live a life of good deeds and good will on Earth to be rewarded in Heaven with an eternity of looking down on those below in envy of what could have been of our own lives? Do nice guys really finish last? In being involved with a married man, do I gain understanding of why my own spouse cheated, or simply sink to his level? It keeps me up every night, and it tears me apart. I don't know what to believe anymore.

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  • Well at least your not atheist.

  • Read your Bible, the way you feel about something does not determine the truth of it. Man was given over to his base instincts or flesh, in the fall, but Christ has come to redeem us and through His grace we are able to be ruled by our spirits and not our flesh.

    The Bible is God's will and plan for humanity, it is God speaking to us. God never changes, He called homosexuality an abomination and He hasn't changed His mind. With that said, He has also called adultry, lieing, murder, etc. abominations, so homosexuality is no worse, or no better.

    Jesus has the power to free us from the desires and dictates of the flesh, just trust Him, and meditate in the Word.

  • karma will follow their bad a******* ;) I will spread this!

  • JUST BELIEVE THAT THERE SO MANY DEVILS ON THIS EARTH! AND ONLY HEAVEN CAN SEES WHAT REALLY HAPPENING TO A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE AGAINST ONE PERSON. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT EACH SOUL'S FATE,AND EACH OF YOU HAS A DESTINATION TO HEAVEN OR NOT TO HEAVEN. NO REWARD IS GIVEN TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO IS FAKING TO BE HER. LOVE IS NOT LOVE,IT'S OVER! ONLY GOD IS LOVE. IT CHANGED WHEN EARTH IS TOO MUCH AGAINST ONE PERSON. BETTER STOP IT, YOU CAN'T CONTROL, THAT ONE PERSON IS NOT KISSING ANY SUITOR'S H*** ASS!

  • nahhh! the other suitor is just being bitter that's why heaven and earth have a long mile before a soul could receive no reward or get reward. Here's the worst thing, when someone like you who is not really a person to type things about other person who is actually sinless. This sinless person is waiting for years to set her free. But wrinkly butt who possessed a person will actually do everything he can to submit what could happen if this situation needs to review. Why this people doing this to one person who really wants them to die away! This too is regardless of your gender! You are just envying! Bunch of losers like you should go straight to h*** where unknown people belongs, A fake one is always a fake one.

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