About three times a week

About three times a week I consider killing myself . I'm on a bunch of medication to keep me balanced but they never really work. I'm either constantly reminded about my demons or the meds make me forget till i stop taking them again. I have a wife and two amazing kids. As as much as i want to do it. I can't because who would take care of them?

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  • Watch The DSM: Psychiatry's Deadliest Scam on youtube, and then watch some similar documentaries by the same organisation, and make up your own mind...

  • Discuss this with your psychiatrist so he can tweak your meds. Generally, it takes ten year to find the right drug cocktail. No one medication treats all your symptoms. You're right to continue a good fight because you have a family who'd be devastated if you commit suicide. It's a life-changing event for them. So please don't give up and keep trying.

  • I watched this movie and overcame my suicide tendencies: Here is a clip:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaS-9AP96gE

  • 27“I am leaving you with a gift—peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid. 28Remember what I told you: I am going away, but I will come back to you again. If you really loved me, you would be happy that I am going to the Father, who is greater than I am. 29I have told you these things before they happen so that when they do happen, you will believe. John 14

    28Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.” Matthew 11:28
    Beloved find solace in "the Son of God" (perhaps you need to watch this movie on You tube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=He7YyMimPbY)

  • The Jesus freaks are worse than spam

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