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About three times a week
About three times a week I consider killing myself . I'm on a bunch of medication to keep me balanced but they never really work. I'm either constantly reminded about my demons or the meds make me forget till i stop taking them again. I have a wife and two amazing kids. As as much as i want to do it. I can't because who would take care of them?
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Discuss this with your psychiatrist so he can tweak your meds. Generally, it takes ten year to find the right drug cocktail. No one medication treats all your symptoms. You're right to continue a good fight because you have a family who'd be devastated if you commit suicide. It's a life-changing event for them. So please don't give up and keep trying.