Felt ashamed
I'm an 18 year old guy, have been having a sexual fantasy about the older black neighbor man for some time. And have been slowly trying to let him know my feelings, last Saturday after mowing his yard, he asked me in. He was the one that started things moving, and shortly I was shamelessly ridding his **, then suddenly he held me and thrust upward into me several times and came. Almost as soon as I got off of him I started feeling guilty and ashamed. I've seen and talked to him a few times since, but neither of us has mentioned anything about it.
Hey, don't worry of it, I had a urgent desire to be with a black guy and I did, it was at an adult video store ,Him and I was watching a video un tho room with 2-3 other guys in there as well, I looked at him, he looked at me,so I reached to his groins, he didn't flinch so I took it a step further, I started undoing his pants, taking his ????out, it was small, bit uncut just as I've fantasized of, but it soon grew to about 9 in and very FAT, I TOOK CARE OF IT AND AM GLAD I DUD !!??