I'm sorry I have nowhere else to put my feelings

I moved away from a place I lived almost all my life the summer of senior year. a lot of my friends (all in my old state) are taking shots and drinking on their Snapchat stories and I’m just here listening to Hannah Montana and the Jonas brothers and praying I don’t have to go to school. I don't have friends at school and I guess the worst thing is I don't feel comfortable in my body anymore. I moved from a liberal suburb to a very very conservative suburb with a strict dress code and I can't wear clothes I feel comfortable in anymore. If I try to wear my clothes I will get in trouble or s***-shamed, even though I've never had s** nor was I ever trying to be seductive, just wanted to wear what fits best. Even if I wear clothes that are "appropriate" I still feel self-conscious, like everyone is looking at me. I used to be all happy and free but now that I'm in a hostile situation I am stressed all the time and I can feel the few people who were nice at the beginning of the school year realizing they don't like me. Not that they would ever tell me to my face...

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  • So start slutting it up underneath those clothes and get away with as much as you can. The dress doesn't make the girl, the girl makes the dress. Occasionally give the boys a shot of leg, or talk dirty to them, rebellion is the word. And if that doesn't work, go live with your friends! <3

  • Tell you how I overcame stress? I began reading the New Testament everyday; even on my phone; just google it and try and see. Great!

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