I like a straight guy
So im a gay guy and im in love with a straight guy at my school, im 14 and hes 16. I try talking to him but I just embarrass myself. while at mcdonalds, they called my name then his so I just grabbed his and tried to hand it to him but he said "I didn't order anything" then a man walked up and grabbed it out of my hands. they laughed and I almost cried. my other friends like him and try make it obvious that I do. I think he knows im gay but im not sure. what should I do? talk to him or just ignore it.