This is why I'm an atheist...
My life has been a ** mess since day 1. I was born premature with a heart condition, my mother left my father, who was a doctor making 50k+ a year for a guy that makes only half of that. Then, low and behold, he has to kill himself right in front of us by blowing his ** brains out. We move to a ** Third-World country which speaks a language I barely know. Then, she goes and starts dating the gas man. The. Gas.Man! Who makes a"whopping" 1k-a year! Now I'm stuck in this spiraling hellhole which will never end. I sometimes think about killing my mother and my future stepfather just to get a better ** life. The only people who I think I would have a better life with is my biological father, who now lines in ** Germany, approx. 4,000 miles away from me.
How about you get a job so u can make ur own money rather than being a leech