If only fate or luck would place me in the company of better men
Society is too unfair for the faint hearted really. but if only luck or fate would place me quietly with someone I could admire with a class and title and let us secretly meet and bond and pose for each other and delight in each others company, sense of humor and elegance and appreciation for all things refined and charmed as archer did. I thought the European block would be a worth a try if only i could find a lover and companion that fits and meets my needs and health me. you must come to me soon, or it will be too late. I wish i could meet that count again and if only he would had just asked me to marry me then and there and settle it all I would have happily done so.