I am just starting to not care and i want to move out
I am going to get this off my Mind. I look after my big brother, he never had a job, he has not had a job for going on 12 years, 12 f****** years and yet he depends on me for money, he has welfare and he gets 500 dollars a month . Yet he only gives me 5 percent of that welfare support Money of 800 dollars ( 500 dollars in support cash) . I have worked for going on 13 long years and I get a lot of Money, 3000 dollars a month in Hard Labor . Yet it is not enough for me to find a Girlfriend , to many unattractive women live in my town. None of them are worth my Time. I want to move out of my one horse town and get away from my stupid brother , But I leave him behind to be poor . he drinks hard stuff, He does drugs , Weed and cocaine . I want to leave him behind so he can live and survive on his own. I might be the bad guy when I leave him behind to be poor like so many other people are poor and jobless in my town and he might be joining them in the gutter and likely he will not have money for his 24/7 habit of Drinking and Drugs all month long. I am going to leave him behind because I have not lived my own life yet. I never had a real nice girlfriend before in my life ever. not one that does not drink Alcohol or smoking or does Drugs . I never even drove a Car before in my Life, thank God for that, If I had a Car, I would be so fat right now. as soon as I leave or get released from my high paying Job. I am taking my U.I and I am moving out of my stupid one horse town and I am moving 1000 mile's away from his stupid Alcoholic Drug induced Life. and I hope he kill's himself after I leave him behind , I will not even attend his funeral or visit his Grave in my life ever. I am the good guy in this, I have to live my own life after my high paying job is over in about 3 or 5 years. I am still young, I still got lots of time left in my life.