Confessing that maybe we rushed into things too soon. We got married after 4 months of dating eachother.. Now we're 5 months married and I'm 3 months pregnant.
Feeling like we should have gotten to know eachother more. He's not ready for this I can tell, but he says he loves me so much. Always says it but doesn't show it in the most simple ways.. I'm clearly hurting right now you can tell I've been crying and there he is sitting there on the couch watching tv.. He could at least come and just hold me and tell me things are going to be okay but he just doesn't. Things are getting less and less interesting as the time passes by.. I'm feeling like I'm just his s** toy he has s** with whenever he feels like it and when I want to he tells me to get away.. Feeling really unloved. And I'm pregnant and shouldn't be know this is when I need him the most? Shouldn't he know to show me the most love? But he doesn't.