A year ago I started going out with a guy from school, we had so much in common and we became best friends.
Than we started to have feelings for eachother and we started dating. He was always there for me and he always wanted to see me and talk to me, we constantly texted eachother and saw eachother almost every day.
Since we fell in love so badly I became WAY to dependent.
I can't spend a day without seeing him. If he wants to do something with friends without me I am always devastated, even though it is normal for him to want to see his friends. It's just because in the beginning of our friendship and relationship he never wanted anyone else not even a friend so now, when he does, I feel like I'm not good enough and I keep thinking "there was a time when I was enough and the only one..." last summer we spent the summer together as best friends and this summer we're spending together as a couple but now he wants his space and it really hurts me.
He has never ever told me that he didn't feel like seeing me in two years until a week ago. It makes me so confused that I don't even know if how I'm feeling is normal and i constantly need peoples opinions just to make sure that what I am feeling is normal. I seriously think I have a dependent personality disorder, and I have no idea how to handle this! I am only a teendager so my life is already complicated enough in my head. I really need help and I don't know where to get it. I can't keep being broken hearted just because one day my boyfriend doesn't feel like seeing me or wants to do something with somebody else. I don't have friends to talk to either..