That I knew he was married when I met him. I knew it when I kisssed him. I knew it when I slept with him. They have been in the lifestyle for a while. They've been swingers. I am not in a place to be in a relationship. I want one some day, but not today. He's going home to see his wife this weekend. I shouldn't care. But I do. I suddenly have feelings where I shouldn't have them. I can't tell him. Nothing good will come of it. But I have feelings where I shouldn't have feelings and no one to tell.