Oral for a ride

Last year when I was 17 I was at a party with my friends and we needed a ride home. We were all drunk and high by that moment, and these older guys offered to take us back home if one of us would give one of them a b****** (we could pick) well guess what, one of my friends had a serious boyfriend and the other one felt really bad doing it so it was ME! I pointed at the guy who looked "the cleanest" at the moment and he took me to the kitchen. Well yeah I sucked him off, it was 5 minutes and he partly blasted over my top, it was disgusting.

The guys kept their word, took us home and I went back home feeling like s***. I kinda resent my friends for what happened that night, I mean yeah I agreed with it, but they could have protected me and just said no to the whole thing, instead they let me be the f****** w**** for them. We still friends but I feel ashamed for what I did and I kinda blame my friends for it


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  • 1. You shouldn't blame your friends. What reason was there for them to protest or "protect you" as you call it, if you were on board yourself and seemed to be ok with it?
    2. There's no reason for you to feel like s***, disgusted or ashamed with yourself! Instead of viewing yourself as "the f****** w****", why not do as Ksex91 suggests (right below my comment) and enjoy yourself? Don't just think about it as pleasuring him. You can have fun with it too, and then let it be a funny little anecdote for the future. :)

  • Don't stress about it. I've had to do similar things. Just try to enjoy it.

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