I'm Going to Take Pain Killers and Watch My Marriage End
This isn't my first crap rodeo. I've been treated like garbage most of my life. The difference this time is that I actually thought someone loved me. I was starting to heal and think that I could have a life. I have no intention of fighting this time. I'm just going to let it wash over me and see where I end up. I don't want to struggle. I don't really care what happens to me. I just want to take the edge off of the pain some while the inevitable happens. I'm going to sleep a lot this time.