Finance called it off
I confess that I am mostly to blame for the demise of my engagement and relationship. I have suffered from depression, and have been receiving treatment for it. My partner said I was distant and withdrawn and eventually our sexual relationship fell apart. From him. He said he just couldn't be physical with all the fighting and emotional problems. I can home today and he had started packing my things and asked me to move out. He said wedding is off, he's broken and hurt and can't take anymore. I begged and pleaded and said I would go back to counseling, and he said it's too late. He said we are broken and some relationships can't be fixed. I love him and I know I have had problems, but we always made it work. Seems we stopped trying. I'm in such pain, but need to take ownership that I contributed the majority of the problems. Hard to accept and shameful that I can't do anything to change his mind. He probably would be better off without me, but I love him. I don't want to be selfish and know I need to stop crying and let him move on.