MUM

MUM.......
i DID lie to you for all that time,
i DID sneak out and go see him even though you warned me, and you were right,
he DID take advantage of me, and i didnt know how to get out of it
i DID stay out all night long trying to get home
i DID sleep rough cause i was scared to come home and tell you
i DID drink a heavly even though ive always moaned about dads drinking
i DID smoke
i DID self harm
i DID skip work
i DO wish i listened to you and told you what was going on but i was scared of disapointing you i know i DID! i was 18 and going of the rails im SORRY
BUT all that was 4 yrs ago
i STILL think about it and wish it was diffrent, and STILL wish you would just give me a hug and tell me that you knew everything and that it was ok, as im still to scared to tell you i was a mess and needed help,
only cause im happy now and found myself dont mean the past has totaly been forgotten.
im sorry for lieing, but it was for you i would hate the thought of you knowoing what i was up to! i DO love you just wish i could tell you that **...[More]

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