I want to get addicted to drugs. I'm Embarrassed about smoking
I am 16 and I want to do drugs like cocaine, smack, etc, I want to get that 'high feeling' and I don't care abut the consequences. Tobacco isn't enough I need just anything that is stronger. I want to get addicted.
However my mum caught me smoking and I was just so embarrassed about it, not getting caught but actually smoking. I don't know why. She smokes, her bf smokes, my dad smokes, my sister smokes my uncle smokes. I think you get the picture. I don't know why I am like this.