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Never told anyone this, ever! but years ago, i cheated on my bf in a bad way inwas very ashamed of, but now its a fond memory, so i was young and just passed my deiving teat by a few momths and my bf was away on a course, i was very ** and had no outlet so to speak, i drove out to an area in the forest that me and my bf had visited before (place we had ** in car before) on that time we had a guy pull up and walk over to us, (** in hand) so i knew it was a ** spot and thought what a perfect way to realise and enjoy some no strings **, when i got there i stopped waited 20mins had a rollie n sure enough a car turned up, he flashed his lights at mine and i flashed back not knowing what i was to expect in was so nervious and almost backed out, he approuch and looked to be in his early 30s and not that bad looking for what i could see, he approched my car window i wound it down and he spoke, (hi how are you etc) asked me if i knew what goes on here, i said yes he said i was the youngest girl hes ever seen out here, etc with that he whipped his ** out and started ** it(half soft) i said omg to myself and grabbed it and took over ** him, with that another car pulled in, he tild me not to worry and that he reconised it, he then asked how much am i up for ** wise? i said all of it, then i had his ** in my mouth thru the car window, i sucked his ** for awhile before he opened my door pulled me out snogged me, and began ** me, my jeans came off and i sat at edge the drivers seat as he went down on me and by then there was two other guys ** stood around me and my car, he went down on me good ans i got very **, pretty soon he replaced his tougue with his ** putting on a condom and lifting me into the back seat ** me as the two other guys wanked, they were alot older, this then went to me bent over in my back seat with him ducking me from behind and one the older guys ** in my mouth, the guy ** me then asked were he could **, ** but not stupid i said on my **, with that he pulled me out the car onto my knees i pulled my top off and undid my bra showing my ** just as he came all over my **, then one the other guys who i was sucking off started ** in my face till he too came a little on my chin but mostly on my **, it was then i saw he was alot older, the other older guy then askes if he could have a turn, i though he ment ** on my ** but he pulled me up by the hand and lifted me onto the bonnet facing him, he opened my legs and slide his ** into me, he was older than my dad and he was ** me, dispite that, him ** me actaully made me **, i didnt even remember the other car or cars turn up but i could see another woman getting ** in another car and another two guys were around me ** and watching, i was virtually naked on the bonnet, all i had on was my my bra rouns my waist, along with my big hip belt, knickers to one side, my jeans round one ankle and my boots on, anyway aftwr i came he too came and unknown to me he wasnt wearing a condom, as he pulled out i felt it drool outa me he just looked at me and said dont worry iv has the snip, before i could ever protest one the other guys had taken his place saying somt worry iv got one and ramming his ** in me too, maybe it was coz i had already ** but he was **, he didnt last long but he came in me (with the condom on) the last guy just approuch and i said no more **, he then aaked if he could ** in my face, i reply go on then, and i knelt down as he wanked till he came on my face, it was cold by then and his ** was very very warm and alot of it! he was a sweetheart as he had a oack of wet wipes in his pocket he gave me to clean up,
and that was the time i was a dirty cheater, 7years later nobody else had ever known and i kept it to myself, till now obviously, after i regretted it loads but now? now its a fond memory is that bad?