Please let this be the last time
I am sorry to God. They say if I try to be better you spare me. Some people don't understand addiction. I need you now. I need to confess to someone.I am so very very sorry. Please usher me away from this. My life has already been ruined. Please give me the strength to get up and move on.Dear Lord I love you more than my addiction. Help me begin to repent and tell you how sorry I am. If I hurt anyone I am sorry. Everyone seems to be ok but me though. Please help me get up tomorrow and do what needs doing. I'm walking away from this living h***. I think I have suffered enough.I am ready to just walk away from it all. Erika I know you won't see this but I am sorry. I actually like you as a friend and I miss my friends. please have mercy on me. I'm laying here.