Pam G i feel bad for you
Pam, you had nothing going for you. You were middle-aged twice divorced with no job skills. You could not collect alimony or child support because you had remarried and divorced. Your children chose to live with your ex. Your physical health was bad and your mother was dying of cancer.
Your physical appearance was a disaster. You were skinny and something was wrong with your eyes. They made your plain face even less attractive.
You did s** with a number of men and I don't know why unless you were naive enough to think they would marry you or date you.
You ended up being shacked up with a man old enough to be your father.
When you died on his couch I was both sorry and relieved. At least you died without becoming homeless.