Throbbing fetish

I'm a forty something married man who loves to ** **. I'm not gay , I love **. My wife and I have a robust ** life but I have always been the kind of person to do what I please. It started in my teens. I had a freind who was spending the night and as we were talking about girls he asked me to ** his **. He said he would ** mine I did. It never confused me. I thought it was fun and it felt great. After all , none of my other freinds ever had ** at that age. As that relationship continued for three years I naturally progressed toward girls and all fell into place. From teen years to my mid twenties I gravitated between ** a lot of women and sucking the occasional **. I never got into gay ** , only oral. I just love pleasuring a man. The feel of his hard ** in my hand and mouth is intoxicating. And to know I have control over his pleasure and pain gets me off. But the one aspect of giving head that makes me ** is the feeling of that hot load squirting against my tounge and the throbbing that goes along with the release. If you've never let a man ** in your mouth then you have no idea about the mechanics of a male **. As the ** approaches climax it begins to leak pre ** rapidly. a massive amount of blood rushes into the ** increasing its girth. Veins bulge more and the whole ** begins to throb. The ** are then pulled into the groin area readying the testicles to realease sperm. The ** becomes engorged , the back slightly arches , the thigh and abdominal muscles contract. Then you feel it. At the base of the ** the ** begins to flow upward and you can feel each contraction of the prostate as the ** travels up the shaft and out of the slit. The whole ** throbs uncontrollably and its at that point that the man is completly helpless. The orgasmic process triggers the brain to realease a flood of chemicals that ignites intense sensations throughout every nerve ending. But for me it's about the throbbing and as soon as I feel the hot ** squirting uncomtrolably against my tounge i ** intensely . You should try it some, besides ** tastes great.