I am not gay alright.
I woke up that day to a dream that i was kissing my classmate (we are both guys and none of us is gay) it got stuck in my mind for a while and for the next few weeks I could never look at him without feeling like throwing up. I was DISGUSTED with myself and the dream hasn't escaped my memory yet like wtf did I ever do to you brain how could you do this to me I thought we were friends *sob* *sob*.
Anyway the dream itself went something like this:
Me and him are sitting in a bench in school talking about random s*** (in my dreams the dialog is usually random and unconnected) when he suddenly kisses me on the lips. I quickly pull back but without saying a word he kisses again and this time i kiss him back (eww) and when he pulls back all he says is "How could someone be thinking of someone else so much without the other one knowing it" and I nod. and then that's when I wake up barly realising what I just dreamed of.
i just felt disgusted writing this.
PS: At least it wasn't a wet dream (ughh)