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I Miss you but I don't want to reach
I want to get in touch with you but I don't want to disturb.
I want to know every little thought of yours but no options I get.
I don't like the adjustment we set ,it looks like though you like this set up well ..and coz of this every song I hear every word I read my heart breaks..
Its a complex situation we have webbed.
Bonded yet not in touch
Talking but not speaking
Trying to make sense of every little gesture yet can't claim or boast..
Aren't we playing a deadly game everyday..
Some corner of my heart is dead cold I can feel yet my heart wants to feel your beat only...
Have you ever given a thought apart from words what is there left..
I do think really we talk of so much undying passion but isn't it funny we just can't press a single button..
Anticipation we make without any thing doing in real thus I feel we have accepted the so called adjustment ..
We love but its not insane cos we dnt act erratically we wait and anticipate only...
We desire touch but don't ever try to work out how to make it possible..
We are ** good actors and experts in making alibis....
We know everything but don't actually show it because deep down fear of losing the little touch hits hard ...
It's really true life is only adjustment not whole...