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Contemplating suicide
I am contemplating suicide.
I look at how screwed over the world is and I realise that actually, the dreams and thing that I have, are most likely not going to come to anything. I want to go into medicine in university, but it costs much more money than I'll ever be able to pay for at that point in my life and my parents will most likely not be able to pay for me without having money issues. I want to have friends and great experiences, but really, even if I do have great experiences and wonderful friends, it won't mean anything because the world is probably going to be torn apart by war and such-like within my lifetime.
I don't want to have kids or have any kind of romantic relationship with anyone. I hate children and, whilst I do have romantic attractions to people, I reject the idea of having a single partner.
I don't want to grow up just to have everything mean nothing. It seems better to me just to end my life now when I'm still young and the world still has nice sunny days.
Join the Military and they'll fund your training to become a doctor. Don't give up on life, embrace your dreams and goals whilst you can, life it too short to waste it and flush it down the toilet, committing suicide! Some people don't have any choice as to whether, they live or die. If you have a choice, choose to live! We all die eventually, enjoy life whilst you're still breathing!! Make your life, have meaning. Do it for yourself and no one else.
Go to therapy. Don't admit suicidal thoughts on the internet.
Too late, he already has x
Think about this - what if you do that only to be reborn and the next life you are an animal that is kept chained up for 10 years, or you are born in Iraq, or Haiti. Trust me, if we are here only to love a few, than count your blessings. Try not to think about what won't be. I left a good paying job to raise my child. It has been a daily struggle, yet I have never been happier. Get a job with a telecom co and they will reimburse your college costs or the military. Don't ever give up!
Never give up. There is alway a way to overcome. Some times it just takes a while to find the path.