Contemplating suicide

I am contemplating suicide.

I look at how screwed over the world is and I realise that actually, the dreams and thing that I have, are most likely not going to come to anything. I want to go into medicine in university, but it costs much more money than I'll ever be able to pay for at that point in my life and my parents will most likely not be able to pay for me without having money issues. I want to have friends and great experiences, but really, even if I do have great experiences and wonderful friends, it won't mean anything because the world is probably going to be torn apart by war and such-like within my lifetime.

I don't want to have kids or have any kind of romantic relationship with anyone. I hate children and, whilst I do have romantic attractions to people, I reject the idea of having a single partner.

I don't want to grow up just to have everything mean nothing. It seems better to me just to end my life now when I'm still young and the world still has nice sunny days.

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  • Join the Military and they'll fund your training to become a doctor. Don't give up on life, embrace your dreams and goals whilst you can, life it too short to waste it and flush it down the toilet, committing suicide! Some people don't have any choice as to whether, they live or die. If you have a choice, choose to live! We all die eventually, enjoy life whilst you're still breathing!! Make your life, have meaning. Do it for yourself and no one else.

  • Check out this quote from Ellen G. White: Steps to Christ, p. 100: "Keep your wants, your joys, your sorrows, your cares, and your fears before God. You cannot burden Him; you cannot weary Him. He who numbers the hairs of your head is not indifferent to the wants of His children. "The Lord is very pitiful, and of tender mercy." James 5:11. His heart of love is touched by our sorrows and even by our utterances of them. Take to Him everything that perplexes the mind. Nothing is too great for Him to bear, for He holds up worlds, He rules over all the affairs of the universe. Nothing that in any way concerns our peace is too small for Him to notice. There is no chapter in our experience too dark for Him to read; there is no perplexity too difficult for Him to unravel. No calamity can befall the least of His children, no anxiety harass the soul, no joy cheer, no sincere prayer escape the lips, of which our heavenly Father is unobservant, or in which He takes no immediate interest. "He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds." Psalm 147:3. The relations between God and each soul are as distinct and full as though there were not another soul upon the earth to share His watchcare, not another soul for whom He gave His beloved Son." I hope this helps. You're not alone and your life is a gift from God and he can use your hands as a doctor to enrich the lives of others and give them hope. "Gifted Hands" by Dr. Ben Carson is an inspiring book. I get it and the world is this way because of sin, so Jesus came to save us and He died for you. Rev. 21:4 says, "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away." No hate, I commend you for even speaking out here on the Internet, because many people don't and suffer silently. It never hurts to talk about it and so I give you a cyber (((hug))). It'll be alright. I love you! 😄

  • Go to therapy. Don't admit suicidal thoughts on the internet.

  • Too late, he already has x

  • Think about this - what if you do that only to be reborn and the next life you are an animal that is kept chained up for 10 years, or you are born in Iraq, or Haiti. Trust me, if we are here only to love a few, than count your blessings. Try not to think about what won't be. I left a good paying job to raise my child. It has been a daily struggle, yet I have never been happier. Get a job with a telecom co and they will reimburse your college costs or the military. Don't ever give up!

  • Never give up. There is alway a way to overcome. Some times it just takes a while to find the path.

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