I am so sick of this daily routine. No matter what I do in life it never feels exciting or new. Life is so stale sometimes. Everyone I know says thats just the way life is everyones life is boring and routinized. And i look around and that seems true but god why does it have to be that way? Why is that normal? I watch all these exciting movies when they come out and wish that my life could be like one of them as stupid as that sounds. Sometimes I want to get in the car and just drive and start over somewhere else but Im terrified it would be just as dull as this place is. Im looking for someone or something to just magically appear and change my life but it wont happen. Every person ive been with becomes dull in time. No surprises.. I just cant imagine doing this for another 30 years i really dont know what to do anymore. Sometimes i feel so depressed i dont even want to leave the house and i make excuses not to. Does anybody else feel like ur life and everything around u lacks excitement and passion and adventure and craziness??