Older guy now thinking about femming up and sucking c***
Things were very different when I grew up. Being homosexual was taboo. I had some gay thoughts growing up, but mostly I thought about girls. I only dated girls and had s** with girls, with one exception, and that didn't turn out well.
I have always been seen as different. I have a high IQ and that could be part of it. But a couple of times I knew girls who hinted that I might be gay or like to be, and the suggestion both humiliated me and turned me on.
Anway, I am older now. I started looking at sissy p***. I like looking at the femboys. I know a lot of guys like them, and shemales. I think about getting crossdressed and sucking off guys, and being their bottom b****. I don't know the first thing about how to get started with that, and I wonder whether I would think it was all a big mistake. I think I would need a lady to help me pull it off, but don't know anyone.
Well, now I have admitted it, anonymously.