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Older guy now thinking about femming up and sucking **
Things were very different when I grew up. Being homosexual was taboo. I had some gay thoughts growing up, but mostly I thought about girls. I only dated girls and had ** with girls, with one exception, and that didn't turn out well.
I have always been seen as different. I have a high IQ and that could be part of it. But a couple of times I knew girls who hinted that I might be gay or like to be, and the suggestion both humiliated me and turned me on.
Anway, I am older now. I started looking at sissy **. I like looking at the femboys. I know a lot of guys like them, and shemales. I think about getting crossdressed and sucking off guys, and being their bottom **. I don't know the first thing about how to get started with that, and I wonder whether I would think it was all a big mistake. I think I would need a lady to help me pull it off, but don't know anyone.
Well, now I have admitted it, anonymously.
Same here when I dress like a girl I thin about having his clock in my man slit while I have another in my mouth I will lick my pre chum as if it was his like a good girl as I am writing this I have been licking my pre **
I’m wondering if you’ve made any progress with your crossdressing and sucking off a guy? You mentioned thinking about enlisting a pro dom or finding a lady. I think there is a third option. Making friends with a crossdresser and learning from them. Like you, as I’ve gotten older, I’ve been thinking about what it would be like to ** a **. My difference from you is that I’ve been crossdressing in secret since my teens. I’ve watched a lot of sissy ** too and it has led me to fantasizing about sucking **. I have gotten as far as practicing ** using a rubber **. I think it would be great if I could make friends with another crossdresser (or wannabe), where we could dress up and try sucking each others **. It would be something that we would work up to together. It’s something I hope happens for me someday, so I just thought I’d throw that out as a another possibility for you to achieve your fantasy.
No progress. Honestly I have too much other stuff going on to think much about it. I had begun talking to a domme from the ** scene I met through alt.com. But she lied about something and after I found that out, I quit talking to her. Trust is key in a dom sub thing. I have never been in such a relationship, but I cannot tolerate someone who lies and manipulates. Not happening.
After I ** I almost instantly lose the desire to do this and think it would be a big mistake. I don't know what that says about me. I have read similar things from other guys. I guess that is one reason ** put their subs in chastity devices; to keep them from losing the desire to go through with stuff.
I would have to go to a pro domme sometime to try getting dressed and take a **, engage in some light sensual humiliation, etc. I think that would be the way for me to try this out, taking it slowly. I sure don't want to go somewhere and get photographed or videoed crossdressed & smoking a bone.
No worries, was just curious. Sorry to hear about the deceitful domme. Absolutely, trust is a must. As for losing interest after masturbating, that is normal; a male hormone thing. Nothing wrong with you there. The "losing interest" can be changed but it takes time and effort. I think you'd want to change that behavior first before you involve another person (pro domme or whoever) or you will definitely feel like all of it is a mistake. Even though I started crossdressing off and on at a young age it has only been the last couple of years that I started entertaining the idea of sucking **. (I'm now in my 50s). I'm only just now thinking of involving another person. And as for getting photographed I couldn't agree more; I don't want my real face out there while engaging in this activity. I "solved" that concern by only crossdressing while wearing a female mask... but that's for another confession. In any case, I was just curious on your progress. Thanks for responding.
I understand what you are saying, in my youth being a good looking guy with a fit body I was in the Royal Marines from age 18-27 plus a decent armature boxer I had lots of girls but secretly harboured a desire for fit feminine guys with big **,sometimes on leave if I got back to London I would wander around the known haunts of Earl's Court,Chelsea and Leicester Square just on the hope of an encounter but most times ended up with a girl,always hoped to find a nice big ** in their ** instead of a wet **,the odd time I went off with a guy I bottled out after sucking him,just couldn't go through with the ** part of the encounter,now I'm very keen to rectify it
It's all irrelevant. Just live your life, however you want, whether that's sucking wood or not :)
Good for you. Unfortunately I cannot share any experience of my own related to this. But I think you need to start slow with these types of things and just by doing small steps, because this whole thing is really new to you. And I think if you just dive in without thinking then it can be scary, uncomfortable, even dangerous. You can get a bad first impression of this whole gay experience.
Yeah, I was thinking that too. Maybe I can find a pro dom who will doll me up and start me off with toys or something like that. I would like to find a lady who enjoys this kind of thing. I know it would be easier to do if I were a young guy. But I guess it is still possible.
If you can find a shop that specializes in crossdressing. The people there are always so understanding and helpful. This way you can take your time in pursuing your very ** desires! Have fun!