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Crossdressing while shopping for lingerie
I love to cross dress and have great long term erections and the most intense ** possible. I am 32 and have been cross dressing forever. I have been cross dressing full time for about 5 months and got a job dressed as a female. It has been the most rewarding and ** experience of my life. Lucky for me I am 5'8" and with 2 inch heels can still not be looked at as too tall for a woman. Since I have been dressing and using makeup for so long I can apply my makeup to look just like a woman my age. And since I have been living as a female for 5 months now it is getting easier and I am getting more confident daily. When I got the job 2 weeks ago my confidence went through the roof. My voice is fairly soft and most people tell me they love my lusty voice; little do they now it is a soft male voice. When I was younger I was made fun of for my not so masculine voice. But I knew one day I would go full time so I loved it. I buy and use the best quality makeup and use airbrush foundation. Good but expensive makeup makes all the difference in dressing and appearing as a female. I also have nice full hair and make sure to have my nails and toes done every two weeks. Also my nails are long but mot to long and I square them off at the tips and always get French tips.
The odd thing is even though I now dress full time and donated all my male clothing so I cannot even think of dressing as a male, I still get aroused all day knowing how I look and feel, shifting my weight while sitting and feel the nylon ** sliding against my slip and dress keeps me constantly erect. I have had some basic facial surgery that gave me a more feminine look. I said it was because I hated my dad and did not want to look like him so I had my nose and chin done and it made me look a bit less masculine. I hardly eat so I maintain my figure and have very expensive silicone ** forms. $450 each side for my daily wear set and 2 other pair that are less expensive but still nice silicone with **. I use these for sleeping or bathing suit and gong to the gym. It is interesting to go into the ladies changing room at the gym and look at nice hard bodies the ones I wish I had except I never want to give up my **. I will one day want real ** or nice high quality ** augmentation. I wear a lacy lounging bra to sleep in so I wear breast forms 24/7 except of course in the bath. I am lucky blonde hair and a light beard. I have been having electrolysis on the beard for 2 years and it is about 85% finished. I have had my underarms done with electrolysis but still shave my legs and as I said I have light hair so not a big deal. I am going to have my eyebrows done with electrolysis soon so I am almost hair free in the areas where I do not want hair. Give you all a basis idea I am a perfect size 7 dress size. my figure 36C ** 25 waist 34 hips. I want to begin estrogen and other hormones to get a better female figure and grow **, the problem is I love ad live for my **. I though that if I dressed daily and lived as a female where I could wear women's clothing 24/7 my arousal by the silky ** and stockings heels and nylon long nightgowns would eventually get less and less and since I could and did dress daily I would basically get used to wearing these clothes and get used to it. No the more and longer I dress and love as a female the more I need to live and dress as a woman and the more aroused I get and the more ** I want to have. I have 8 to 10 ** a day and usually carry 3 pairs of clean ** in my purse since I often soil the ones I am wearing. me dry ** are very intense, after about the 5th ** they become so intense my legs collapse. The thing is after 4 ** I start to have dry ** and by 8 or 9 they are so intense and long lasting that my entire body is trembling I have been to a wedding wearing a nice taffeta dress and 4 in heels and garter belt and stockings all the items of clothing that gets me erect and makes me want to **. I am pleased with how I look; my face looks feminine and I know how to apply makeup correctly. I know the proper makeup for work for night for cocktails and for dates. I am completely hetro so dating me is not on my list but I have been on 3 dates with men which was more of an ego boost and to make sure I could pass with men on a date and did so without question. 2 of the guys wanted to kiss me and one wanted me to go to bed with him and told me I was the most ** woman he ever met and honestly on the dates which each included dinner and afterward drinks at a lounge, I was hard a s a rock all though the date. I never wear a gaff do is id lucky that I have always had a fairly small ** which as a male is a drag but as a woman is perfect. I wear size 4 ** because my ** is so small; most males 5'8" would have to wear a size 5 or 6 because of the size of their **. I also wear bikini or full briefs never thongs which I think are completely gross. I always stockings and usually thigh highs or garter belt and stockings however I do on occasion wear pantyhose but I love the feel of my nylon ** against my slip and dress of skirt; but there are times when pantyhose make more sense. So here is the confession. I went shopping for brads and pantries (always wear matching sets and buy 3 pairs of ** for each bra. Remember the bra last longer and you can wear it for 2 to 3 days before washing but need to change ** daily. So at the lingerie store similar to Victoria Secret but this store actually sells nylon, satin and silk lingerie not the cotton or micro fabrics, that are not soft silky and slippery. Why women do not want to wear silky lingerie always amazed me. They get to wear silky clothing heels and stockings and dresses and choose not to ; I actually think it is weird. So I am on my way to the changing room my 3 bras and some ** and a nice matching garter belt when a young girl about 15 was coming into the dressing room and asked if I would help here with her bra fitting. She was going to her sisters wedding and needed a pushup bra and oh my she was pretty' so I of course said yes with an ** pounding to get out. I have a small ** I said and I usually wear loose fitting skirts or dresses so I can have the ** sensations of all the nylon sliding together without wearing a gaff (yuck) anyway she had 4 bras and wanted me to help her. She always wear front closure bras because she does not like the back close she said it was hard to reach and I guess not one told her to hook then in front and slid it around to your back, nor did any one ever tell her once she put her ** into the bra to bend over and let your ** fit into y9ur bra before standing up to adjust. So I helped her and had an ** in about 2 minutes the second of the day so I made a mess in my ** (yuck) but hands free ** are always interesting. Eventually she got the right bra with my help and tried to tell her she needed matching silky ** so I could help her with, yummy. But she had not the interest ah the youth of today do not get it. So I want to go back and hopefully do this again. I would love to help a young girl and rub my ** against her ** by pretending to reach around to help with the bra but instead get off on her. Would any of you do this or am I just a freak.
So began dating men to boost my self esteem. When dancing and I can feel their hard rock rubbing against me and I get hard and feel my thing under my Vanity Fair ** slidding and sliping against my silky Vanity Fair full slip I have a hands free ** in my **. The ** is usually dry since I have several a day. I can hardly wait for my ** to grow with hormones and I will let men ** on my ** and I know I will mess my silky nylon ** yummy.
Wow update again. I think I am getting a job in a bridal shop helping fit wedding dresses and lingerie. I bought a beautiful full wedding dress with 3 full petticoats. I bought a pretty pair of sheer cotton candy pink ** and a matching corset and pink thigh highs very sheer. The petticoat s have an inner layer of satin and my petticoat s are frontline which is very sheer nylon not getting and as a result the silky sensation is so exciting. First time I tried it all on I tried to sit down and slid off the sofa because of all the silliness my lingerie. So I thought working at a wedding shop how exciting.
OK I am calming down I would guess do to the hormones. Still
soiling my ** several times a day but desire to show others has gone. I still get aroused when helping my female clients pick and try on wedding gowns and especially wedding night lingerie, which is usually the most feminine lingerie a woman can wear and really defines being a female. I get to try on the wedding gowns in be in the next catalog we give out in the shop. I am so excited. My ** development has begun but I have an appt. for ** enhancement surgery. This doctor is good and my ** will look real no scars under my ** he put them in using the ** area and cannot see a scar and they are very expensive and look and feel like real ** not hard or weird looking. Next Tuesday is the big day. He said that he will give me just enough so that when my natural ** grow do to the hormones I will then have nice full ** a bit large but not to much like from a C cup to a D cup. Finally get rid of those silicone inserts. Might begin dating on a regular basis now. Not for ** but for ego and fun. I will let men ** on my ** but that will be for my fun. Just the thought of it gets me so aroused. a real woman has her ** sucked by a man wow.
My friend set me up on a date last night and I had so much fun. I took a nice perfumed bath and shaved my legs and under arms. Had my brows waxed earlier and my nails filled so they were long and pretty, men like a woman with long nails. I did my makeup perfect and wore red shimmy lipstick to make me look even more **. I put on a lacy satin bra with matching satin bikini ** and matching garter belt with off black stockings. I wore a red satin half slip and 4 inch red pumps and my red satin dress just above the knee. As I walked to meet this man at his car all I could feel was the slippery sliding of all that satin lingerie under my satin dress I had such an ** I almost soiled my ** before my date started. He took me to a jazz club and when we slow danced and he put his hand on my ** and I felt the sensation of my dress sliding against my satin covered ** I immediately soul my ** and like 6 to 8 hard pumps into my ** wow how exciting. He knew something was up but I am sure he could not figure out why I was shoving my front into him and when I felt his hard thing I soiled them again. I do not want a man but that was real exciting and I want to experience this again and often.
I dated this guy again and again as we danced I came in my ** 3 times. I went home and used my pen is shaped vibratoor in the rest to think about it and had another 2 hands free yummy.