I want it all! but have nothing. I'm afraid to be intimate with anyone. S** has never impressed me. I don't want s**. I just want someone to pay my way. I'm so tired of having to work my a$$ of just to pay my bills and get nowhere. I just want a sugar daddy.
Some days I love being alone. My freedom. Others days, life just sucks. The depression and feelimgs of being alone are overwhelming. I don't even have any friends out here. Since moving from the East Coast 8 yrs ago, I haven't clicked with anyone. I love it out here. Just no friends.
I call it "The Fear of Life"
Fear of being loved
fear of being hurt
fear of having kids
Fear of being nobody.


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  • get over the s** thing, get your laid and you will have friends and be a new person.

  • i wish i had a sugar daddy........ lol

  • ok, so dont HAVE kids... glad we covered that.

    now as for the rest... GET OVER YOURSELF. Sometimes life sucks. You're tired of working??? You have to work to get what is worth getting. If you don't feel like it, you could always just live in a homeless shelter... I bet you'd take a job at McDonald's if it would pay the bills.

    Be glad that you were taught to read and write. You have access to a computer. You have the "freedom" to want whatever you want. That makes you luckier than lots of other people on this planet. That is not "nothing." That is a pretty important SOMETHING.

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