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Lonely
I want it all! but have nothing. I'm afraid to be intimate with anyone. ** has never impressed me. I don't want **. I just want someone to pay my way. I'm so tired of having to work my a$$ of just to pay my bills and get nowhere. I just want a sugar daddy.
Some days I love being alone. My freedom. Others days, life just **. The depression and feelimgs of being alone are overwhelming. I don't even have any friends out here. Since moving from the East Coast 8 yrs ago, I haven't clicked with anyone. I love it out here. Just no friends.
I call it "The Fear of Life"
Fear of being loved
fear of being hurt
fear of having kids
Fear of being nobody.
get over the ** thing, get your laid and you will have friends and be a new person.
i wish i had a sugar daddy........ lol
ok, so dont HAVE kids... glad we covered that.
now as for the rest... GET OVER YOURSELF. Sometimes life **. You're tired of working??? You have to work to get what is worth getting. If you don't feel like it, you could always just live in a homeless shelter... I bet you'd take a job at McDonald's if it would pay the bills.
Be glad that you were taught to read and write. You have access to a computer. You have the "freedom" to want whatever you want. That makes you luckier than lots of other people on this planet. That is not "nothing." That is a pretty important SOMETHING.