I like to get beat up.
I'm a female and I love it when men are mean to me. I like it when they use, beat, blame, etc. me. I will love them but they would take their anger out on me, they can cheat on me. They would make me do everything for him. I'm in a relationship right now and he abuses me and treats me like a slave. When he has no one else to have s** with, he will an intercourse with me, and he pulls my hair alot. I cheated on him once... He drugged me and I left without him noticing. I had an intercourse with another man and I feel so bad. I shouldn't have done it but if I tell him he will leave me! I love him so much too... He got demoted at work a week ago and he keeps punching me everyday about it. Should I tell him? Will he hurt me more or leave me?