I can't stop thinking about women who smoke
I have a real love for women who smoke and have had for as long as I can remember. I am 24 and when I was around 5 one of my mums friends was a heavy smoker (silk cuts). I couldnt stop staring at every second I had and since then i have started not only smoking heavily myself but encouraging every girl that comes into my life to do so as well.
In some ways, I am more addicted to the fetish than I am actually smoking, I spend my nights scrolling through forums, watching videos and longing to meet a girl that just enjoys being a smoker.
For me it isnt nicotine, its the taste and smell. I absolutley love it and love the smell of a freshly smoked f** on a girls breath.
I cant say that I am proud of my fantasy, infact i feel extremely embarrased and have declared it to only 2 people in my life (both ex girlfriends one of whom used to smoke heavily) but I just feel when I am thinking about smoking and the pleasure it gives to women I managed to escape from any other thoughts in my mind. It is incredible.
I am expecting a lot of abuse for my strange fetish but if anyone has any advice or has a similar feeling towards the subject I would be keen to hear from you.