Hate being a parent
Hate being a f****** parent sometimes. It is emotionally and mentally draining. I have a very hyperactive excessive energetic 3 yr old son who just seems to spend most the day trying to wind the s*** out of me by making a mess. From.the second he wakes up he is literally like a flea jumping about and is extra noisey all the time. Nothing holds his attention for longer than a few minutes im sick and tired of trying to entertain and participate in activities that i dont want to do in the first place!!!!!! Anytime i go to get ready/have quick shower/do makeup/ cook the tea hes doing something annoying or making a mess that i have to clean up after him or hes trying to break the furniture. Absolutely hate being at home theres only so much s***** things to do around here such as the park which of course doesnt last all day or of course u can waste ur money on other activities they wont appreciate or throw a tantrum and ruin it. Anytime i visit family its even moreof a headache because bes arguing/fighting with his cousins or trying to p*ss the cats or dog off by chasing them no matter how many times u tell him no. Keeping him awake all day is a major struggle around 4-5pm when hes so cranky and tired but of course i dont want him to have a nap or else he wouldnt be going to sleep until midnight. Literally get a couple.of hours to myself on the evenings and i have to do assignments. His dad is always working away/nights so he is basically f***ing useless and never helps out anyway when he is here its like having two kids i swear to god. I wish i could just **** off on holiday for two weeks by myself. I have no social life thanks to his dads working hours which means i never have anyone to have him on the nights so i can go out and see friends. My friends work in the day all week (i work long hours wkend and do fulltime collegecourse) . I definitely would of put off having a child if i knew how frustrating it was going to be or if i knew i was going to have such little practical help from his dad. I would rather be at work all week working away with someone else looking after my son. No im not depressed. No i do not need to see a f***ing doctor. What i need is fulltime childcare!!! Having him in nursery during college hours is no where near enough or considered a break. My son manages to get on my last single nerve day in day out and I've had enough of it. Tantrums, backtalking ,smacking ,spitting ,pulling stupid f**king faces ,breaking things, screaming in public, throwing things . I'm sick of it !!!! Cant even have 5 minutes in the other room because he follows me about and screams/bangs if i close the door . I honestly cant wait until he is older when he doesnt need 24/7 attention. so there i hate being a parent. Its a sh***y job with stupid long hours which requires ur house being a f*cking mess all the time no matter how much u clean it!! I saw someone elses comment on here asking if he would have to give up his hobby as playing instruments and writing music hahaha mate WHAT HOBBIES?!?!? of course u have to give them up unless u have the luxury of babysitters everyday to which of course i dont! I consider a 5 min toilet break in peace a hobby and believe me that is rare. So theres my s*itty confession yes i prpbably sound like a ungrateful terrible parent but truth is no doctor can make u feel better in that way what u need is a break away from all the b*llshit responsibilities so you can think in peace and reflect on life !!!!!