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Being too scared to tell
A lot of things go on in school especially high school and the weaker students are too scared to tell. Often when a larger boy hits or robs, shoves, spits on the victim knows that nothing will be done and telling only makes it worse.
One night some kids disguised themselves in masks and spray painted obscenities on the sidewalk and walls of the school. They dumped a bucket of white paint on the black asphalt behind the building and overall made a hard to clean up the mess. In fact, the asphalt was never completely cleaned up and it was still there when I graduated. The word ** and ** was everywhere as were epithets such as ** go home and things like that.
A reward of $1000.00 was made and I knew exactly who did it. They were part of a gang that terrorized the neighborhood and if I had told on them and if they had found out I might be dead.
I overheard them bragging about it a few days later. One of them wore a coat that had paint spilled on it.
I didn't collect my one thousand dollars. No one ever said a word although a lot of people knew about it and who did it.
Thanks for being kind, and for understanding, and for being sympathetic. You have obviously dealt with the same humiliation and pain. I feel for you, too, friend. I know it's wrong -- I KNOW IT'S WRONG -- but there are days when I want reeeeeeally bad things to happen to all of them.
I made the mistake of actually falling in love with the bee. at the beginning i was just going along to get inside the group. but then she seemed to start really liking me and treating me better than the other girls so i got pulled deeper into her clutches. and then we started making love every day not just on weekends or at parties. i let her do some awful fetish things to me and it was all because i was falling in love with her. then when i actually told it to her how i felt she bombed me. and then she humiliated me. i had to change my school. the sickest thing of all? i mean really depraved and messed up? its been over 5yrs.......and i'm still in love with her.