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I am 16 and I am planning on killing myself
I am so ** tired of living a double life, I am sick of faking being happy when all I can think about is how much I want to end it all.
there is no future for me, I ** a school and I'm not good at socializing, all I do is isolate myself. I cannot talk to parents because they both have a short fuse and end up scolding me for being sad.
I don't feel like I have anything left to live for, I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm numb.
I want to love myself but I lock myself in the bathroom and cut my thighs, scrape my knuckles, choke myself and starve myself.
I plan on killing myself by jumping from a bridge, around winter time
I want to control something in my life
Well if you wait things will get better if you kill yourself it's all over. Goodbye, everything. Don't kill yourself. At least try to get help.
A lot of people are sad dear. Please don't harm yourself. You will someday know love and happiness. Being great at school is not the most important thing. We all learn at different paces. Maybe you'll catch up later or gradually. Please remember you are here to show love to others who need it.