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Every time
Every time when people treat me unfairly because of my flaws, I would convert them into my strengths. I won't cry or even care about their existence and their comments. However, after accomplishing my goals I cry because that's when they apologize for their behavior. People usually are happy and show off that they are now better than others, but I don't. My soul knows how much it hurts to treat someone with injustice.
I still don't understand why I don't cry when I'm hurt, but when people treat me the way I deserve?
This is how I feel....
I think it's because you've conditioned yourself to respond to consistent and persistent rejection and deflection from others, and so that now is your default mode of response: where other people expect acceptance and approval, you expect the opposite. So, when you ARE affirmed, it thwarts your mechanism and creates frustration and a momentary imbalance or confusion. It seems to me that your pendulum has just swung a little too far in the direction of "I'll-show-you", and that you will eventually self-correct, by intuition (or practice). I have to say I admire your resolve and your dedication to doing things right. Well done!
You're correct and thank you! (:
Beautiful :) If more people responded like you, this site would be fully worthwhile.