disrespectful
I ALWAYS CONSIDERED MYSELF TO BE CORRECT AND INTELLIGENT PERSON
I THOUGHT OTHERS ARE FOOLISH AND I AM VERY SMART BUT TODAY I SEE MYSELF THE MOST IDIOT GIRL WHO IS RUINING HER OWN LIFE I DINT DO MY POST GRADUATION COZ OF MY STUPID ATTITUDE AND AS A RESULT TODAY I AM JOBLESS AND AIMLESS I JUST DONT KNOW WHERE MY CAREER IS GOIN TO HEAD I WAS TOLD BY MY PARENTS AND GOOD FRIENDS FOR NOT LEAVING STUDY BUT I WAS FILLED WITH MY STUPID PRIDE THAT I DONT NEED PG DEGREE
EVEN IF I CONSIDER MY PERSONAL LIFE ITZ NO BETTER I DIDNT RESPECTED MY GRANDMA WHO GAVE ME ALL HER LOVE NOT RESPECTING IS STILL TOLERABLE I WAS CRUEL ENOUGH TO DISRESPECT HER I AM THE MOST DIRTY GRANDAUGHTER ANYONE CAN HAVE. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME WHY I COULDNT UNDERSTAND THE DEPTH THE RELATIONSHIPS WHY I DINT SHED ANY TEAR WHEN MY SELFLESS GRANDMA DIE .MY SELF CONSCIOUS WILL NEVER FORGIVE ME FOR THIS
OH GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY SINS FOR NOT BEING A GOOD GRANDAUGHTER
I WISH MY GRANDMA BE HAPPY WHEREVER SHE IS I LOVE YOU GRANDMA PLEASE FORGIVE ME
Your grammar and punctuation needs improvement,before you recommence,postgrad studies.And,it's never too late to recommence,with higher education and reconnecting with your relatives :)
Good luck x
Why don't you try to pick-up where you left off? Go study again. You can always take it up again. Now you are wiser... It's obvious you've learned a lot.. So I'm sure you can do it.. You are the captain on your own ship of life.... And we al have to go through storms once in a while...
Good luck and success...