i had a dream
we met in 6th grade, in Mr. Gonzalez's class
at first i hated you and you possibly just thought i was a geek, but somehow, we started to talk and we became good friends and then in time, we became a "couple"
i remember once, while i was waiting for the bus, you wanted to make out with me and i was to shy to do so and you somehow convinced me and we laughed together after it.. you also gave me an ankle bracelet and you shared really deep secrets with me about your abusive father.. i forgot why we broke up and the last thing i heard about you was that you desperately wanted to leave the school so you punched a teacher? i don't know if that was a rumor, but i do know it was the last time i ever saw you or heard of you. i regret not keeping in touch with you, i regret breaking up with you. you were my first love and now i'm about to get married. i've been looking for you ever since and regretfully, i forgot your last name, i've been searching so much for you that i had a dream where you appeared to me and i asked you "where have you been? i've been looking for you.." and you replied "i've always been here", that dream still brings tears to my eyes
i dare not state your name here, although it'll be one in a million chance that you'd see this.. but if you've thought about me ever again, you'd know this is you and i want you to know, i love you and i miss you..