I don't know..
I remember when i met you. i didn't like you at all, but you liked me and you tried and tried and worked so hard to get me to be your girlfriend. we hung out everyday and eventually i said yes. from then on, we were always together. i fell in love with you. you were jealous and insecure but you were also so sweet and caring and everything i wanted and things i didn't even know i wanted. we had fights over dumb things. you did things i could never forget, but i did forgive you. i thought we were going to get married and have little babies that look just like you. i wanted you to be my knight in shining armor like when we first met. then something happened. a whole lot of somethings happened. through it all i never stopped loving you but you left me and started your new life. i tried and tried to make it work. you just forgot about me. you forgot i was here waiting for you. once i gave up, you wanted me back. i can't do it anymore. i need you to choose what you want. i'm begging you to stop hurting me. i'm trying to be strong but i'm not as strong as i thought. i'll wait for you but i can't wait forever.