Not guilty about hedonism
I love my husband enough, I guess. But I also married him because he is wealthy (and 17 years older than me). I just love to do things for myself and don't really care if he likes it. After we got married, I decided to start smoking again cuz now I can afford my 2 pack a day habit. He wasn't thrilled. I don't care. Went out and bought a new BMW. Shop for clothes like mad. He just keeps paying. Seems like as long as I give him s**, everything is good.