My Somnopliliac +sleepwalker husband
My husband of three years tries to have s** with me while I'm asleep. I usually wake up in the middle of things and am completely confused by his actions. I often managed to push him away and retreat to the bathroom to cry. When I mention his actions to him during the day, he seems completely unable to remember what he's done, like a sleepwalker. In some ways, this makes me feel like I'm being subjected to he actions of a rapist.... In other ways, I wonder if it's my duty as his wife to just accept his physical affection in any form.
It worries me that sometimes I don't wake up until he's already inside. Shouldn't I notice something like that?
What worries me most is that I'm not on any form of birth control and I fear a second pregnancy. We can't even make ends meet with our current accident child, much less another.