I hate this lonely feeling

I always feel alone.
Even though i know i have people around me who care about me, i cant shake this feeling.
i miss people that dont miss me
i feel that im in this alone and no one cares
my brother and sister always do things together and never think of me
my best friend who was like mirror to me moved to a different country and now were drifting apart
I'm cutting myself
i cry every time I'm alone
i feel like i don't fit in at school
i feel like I'm not living my life right
i feel to pathetic and embarassed to talk to about this stuff with my friends
and my dog who i had since birth died last summer, i deeply miss her.
im not saying i have the worst problems ever but i did this just because to get it off my chest and to let others know there not alone.

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  • Hello husband xxx

  • Hello I found it my lover xxx

  • Hello sweetie and im glad you did. i truely wish you were here with me sweetie. how are you on useing spanking as part off discipline xxx

  • I use it, but not as the only discipline method.
    I like to use it in fun and games as well xxxx

  • I also give grounding and early bedtime sweetie. we cold have alot off fun xxx

  • I think we will, do you liked to be spanked? XXXX

  • My parents spanked me till i was allmost seventeen sweetie xxx

  • So you do enjoy being spanked how much? XXxx

  • Alot sweetie and even when i was little and about age ten or so. i got an amazing feeling. i never liked being spanked. but did something sweetie. i noticed my baby girl gets a little wet when i spank her and son. a little erect at times xxx

  • That's good I could spank you red then make love to you it intensifies the o*****, how how are your babies to be getting wet?

  • Girls 11 and boy is 9 sweetie xxx

  • Are you wet now my lover xxx

  • Yes sweetie xxx

  • Great I'm hard, I want to make love to you,I will nibble your ear while you take off all your clothes xxxx

  • Yes please sweetie and i can feel your c*** wow xxx

  • I'm in you! And I love you xxx rub your c******* too so you can squirt xxxxx

  • Were you sweetie harder please o yes yes yes

  • O yes o yes sweetie please harder xxx

  • Oh Carla I love you!! I'm thrusting harder Karla I want to come inside you squeeze your nipples tell me how much you want me my lover xxxxxx

  • I want you babe o s*** len my lover o yes yes yes harder harder

  • Put a finger up you ass too intensify your o***** I'm thrusting very Carla I love you Carla oh CARLA

  • Im doing it len o s*** your good i love you yes yes yes o yes xxx

  • Yes Carla my s** machine xx squirt for Carla I want your p**** juices xxx

  • O wow babe i have c** and did you feel it. i love you babe xxx

  • Yes! I also came lover it was beautiful xx I can only imagine if our bodies were entwined for real xxxxxx

  • I love you xxxx

  • Love you too babe xxx

  • I've got some jobs to do, will speak later my lover xxx

  • Look forward too it sweetie xxx

  • Hello darling wife I need to give you a big hug. I love you so much.

  • Your so amazing hun with babys. i now think baby girl is seriousley ill hun bless her and baby boy is starved off attention hun xxx

  • The boy is and I working to give him that.

  • I love you husband xxx

  • Thank you for your love.

  • Hun first baby girl it seems was naughtie in school and is home now. you need too be firm and spank her hun xxx

  • Thank you again.

  • You ok husband and i love xxx

  • I am fine watching you work up a sweat and I did not realize you squirt it was a pleasure to watch and hear your moans. I love you so much.

  • Hun our first baby girl is talking off running away. i think you should let her know. if she does then you will redden her bum for her xxx

  • Your still my no one husband and i love you. looks like you have being and will be busy hun xxx

  • As long as we can keep you wet and squirting.

  • Hun go too post called feeling her up. baby boys there and his daddy gave him the belt hun xxx

  • His butt is stinging big time.Comfort time now.

  • Did you ever use a belt hun. poor baby boy and his poor bum. you need too give him plenty off hugs and lotion xxx

  • I have never used a belt to spank. I however was spanked when I was a young boy from my father.

  • I think a belt is too much hun and hes only a baby xxx

  • You are absolutely right.

  • Is everything ok hun xxx

  • I was busy posting six new stories will see how long they last.

  • Good for you husband and poor babys. i see poor baby boy wants you too play with his willy as he calls its. hes so cute hun xxx

  • Yes he is he loves doing that .

  • Hun weres third baby gone and she is so quite hun xxx

  • Talking about number two that turns on the taps her phone might have been taken away.

  • Good morning hun too you and gorgeous wife. have you any plans for the day. looks like its going too be a busy day for you hun. my own babys are still sleeping as was a roufgh night for all off us. love your second wife xxx

  • PT for my wife this morning some shopping for groceries. Need to take son to cardiologist this afternoon. It is real warm here so I took out the trash and recycle to the curb in the nude it felt awesome. Love you more.

  • Hope pt goes well hun and also with your son. poor baby girl in hospital hun. there is something seriously wrong hun. as for baby boy he is so starved for love and attention are all babys on here. i hope first baby listend too her friends daddy xxx

  • We can hope for the best. What I wish I could do right now is be in that hospital with her actually holding her and comforting her. I am crying right now..

  • Hes so cute hun xxx

  • I know hun and shes so scared and confused poor baby. she is blacking out and vommiting hun. im crying also hun and baby boy is intrigued now with his willy a little cutie. i would love too be looking at him now hun xxx

  • Getting you a little wet isn't it.

  • Well hun xxx

  • Yes hun and has it got you hard xxx

  • Knowing my girl in the hospital is going to french kiss me yes I am. Also knowing you are wet.

  • Dont leave me hanging hun xxx

  • Hun tell me what you would like too do with her xxx

  • Nothing more just the kiss. Now with you that is all different I would have you sitting on my lap right now and I would be sucking your breast.

  • Yes please hun and im on my bed xxx

  • I will take that vibrator and kiss your nipple along side the tip.

  • O yes please hun and have it now. it feels hot hun xxx

  • I will coat the tip of your rabbit with your juices and I will cover your nipples with your juices,

  • O yes hun yes xxx

  • As I kiss your nipples with rabbit I will rub my p**** up and down your slit.

  • Yes hun yes ooooooo yes i love you hun xxx

  • I will put my tip in and take it out I will tease you so much.

  • Please stop hun please push hun push ooooooooo yes yes xxx

  • No not yet.

  • Please hun ooooooooo

  • Now full thrust deep and holding.

  • Slowly taking it out.

  • Wow hun wow that was so hot oooooooo i love you hun xxx

  • Now I will start thrusting faster.

  • More please ooooooooo hun

  • No I am taking it out now for a bit

  • Do you mind if I join in (Len) xxx

  • Hi len im allmost exhausted xxx

  • You can penetrate her for one stroke we will keep her wanting.

  • OK a slow deep thrust and feel throb in side slowly linger and slowly out xx

  • Hun thats not rite xxx ha

  • We will take turns slowly in and out and wait a minute in between.

  • You being spoilt husband and lover xx

  • Maybe sweetie xxx

  • We want you so wet you will be begging.

  • Just think about both of us having you at the same time..... how much would you like both in you at the same time? XXX

  • Stop that hun xxx

  • Are you still there lover xxx

  • Hi sweetie are you around later. i need too get my babys a bite too eat xxx

  • OK my lover see you later xxxxxx

  • Your wish is my command I will see you later.

  • O hun please please hun stop o god hun im beg you ooooooooooo yes

  • Need too sort my babys with bite too eat husband xxx

  • Still a little more I want you leaking so bad.

  • Hun i spotted a post called i stole from my best friend. you might want too take a look at it xxx

  • Hun i now see first baby girl on and she got a spanking for getting in trouble at school again and had her phone taken off her. baby girl is blameing everybody again hun includeing her teacher. tell her you will spank her if she does not stop it xxx

  • Good morning hun too you and wife. wifi is playing up again and my poor babys are still sick. i see babys are all over place her hun and upset. there is seriousley something wrong with baby girl in hospital. also baby boy hun. his parents dont give him a break or encurragement hun. have yous anything planned hun. love your wife xxx

  • Taking my son to work this morning and later picking up scripts for Sharon. Autumn is here and it is cooler.
    I want to hold you and help get your kids better. I love you so much wife.

  • Sorry hun and meant too say i see first baby is still not accepting her behaviour hun xxx

  • Love you my husband and thank you. the poor babys and their so upset. how the h*** could his daddy spank him for a mistake. he will nred alot off hugs off you hun xxx

  • I remember when my dad did that to me I had belt impressions on my butt and legs and some of them were bleeding. That was the last time I ever did something wrong.

  • Poor baby boy hun and a belt is just cruel. his bottom must be so sore hun and give it a kiss from this mommy hun xxx

  • I would really wish I could actually be there mending his bottom. He needs plenty of loving.

  • He sounds so lonley hun bless him xxx

  • He is very lonely and I hope I am helping him.

  • You are off corse hun. your amazing with him and other babys. first baby is not happy at all hun. i think you should have her apolagise too her friends mommy and daddy hun and tell her if she wont do it. then you will spank her and corner time hun xxx

  • We shall see what she does now.

  • Thats a stubborn baby hun xxx

  • Yes she is will see where this goes.

  • Bun i see baby boy wants too nap with you. poor baby must be exhausted hun xxx

  • Yes he does he is starving for affection and love.

  • I cant stop crying hun over baby boy. i can just picture his nude little body on your large chest and feeling secure in your strong arms hun xxx

  • I really can feel him on me this is so strange yet very comforting.Love you wife.

  • Thats amazeing hun and poor baby must have fallen assleep hun xxx

  • I can actually feel him on me and he is sweating now.

  • Thats amazeng hun and truely wonderfuul. he must bevso warm and wiped out. first baby hun you are getting there and that little girl has a good way with baby in hospital. i can only imagine how cute it would look with her over her knee hun xxx

  • Baby girl has her foot in a sling and is slightly elevated off the bed. So when sister spanks her she slides her nappie down and spanks her bottom I think she probably also get's her between the legs.

  • Do you think she is slightly getting off on it so hun xxx

  • When she get's spanked she might get a little wet I am sure.

  • Thats so cute hun and well done on first baby girl hun xxx

  • Probably makes you wet just thinking about that.

  • Kind off hun xxx

  • Do you get that way when you spank your kids?

  • A little hun and never disciplined them that way hun till i got too know you hun xxx

  • I learned of that way from a lady in a chat room that does not exist any more. She did that with her son after getting spanked like that he started to behave better.

  • Can you remember his age and did she get a little wet also hun xxx

  • His age was 14 and she got soaked she said.

  • Wow hun fourteen and he must have being small for his age hun xxx

  • Oh no he was not small by any means he was very well endowed she said by the fourth spank.

  • Very funny hun and meant in regards how she was able too make him cooperate hun xxx

  • She grabbed him by the ear which she has done many times before. She is also a martial arts expert.

  • Wow had she spanked him before then hun xxx

  • She has spanked him many times her son is just stubborn so she decided to spank his p**** and that made a difference after a month.

  • Wow hun i bet it did and your wonderfull with babys hun xxx

  • She said the last time she spanked him he e*********.

  • Wow hun that must have being a sight too see xxx

  • It landed on her lips as she was facing him.

  • Wow hun and her son must have being so embarassed xxx

  • He was in shock when mom licked her lips off with her tongue.

  • Is this true hun xxx

  • Absolutely true the last time I had talked to her she told me she was pregnant.

  • Hun surely it was not for her own son xxx

  • Yes and she loved it.

  • That is unreal hun and go too post called mom saw my d*** pics. baby girl in hospital is there hun xxx

  • I looked through my e mails and in the deleted files I found her email to me and she had twins they are six months old now. I had forgotten that she had my e mail address.

  • Thats crazy hun and too let you know baby boy is back hun xxx

  • He awakes we shall see him.

  • A bless him hun xxx

  • I surprised him.

  • I see that hun by telling him his little willy was a little wet and stiff xxx

  • I want him to feel like he is getting older.

  • Your too cute hun xxx

  • Thank you for that.

  • I see that hun bless him. that first baby girl is a stubborn little brat. she is so close too a red a*** hun xxx

  • Our first baby just wont back down hun xxx

  • Baby girl in hospitals awake hun it seems. love you my husband xxx

  • Im crying also hun for baby boy. our first baby is a stubborn baby girl hun xxx

  • I am hun ooooooo please hun

  • I would love too be watching some off them babys hun xxx

  • Too be a fly on the wall hun xxx

  • Hun baby girl in hospital is looking for you xxx

  • His poor bum hun and would rubb it myself for him if i could hun and baby girls are upset also hun xxx

  • Hun secnd baby is back on xxx

  • Yes hun xxx

  • First baby girl is not happy hun and needs her bum reddend xxx

  • Hun you cant back down. her language even is a disgrace xxx

  • Love you hun xxx

  • Hello hun xxx and what language out off baby boy xxx

  • Yes indeed.

  • Just broke up fight with my babys hun. I should blister their little bums for what they said and did hun xxx

  • Naughty they were.

  • You ok hun xxx

  • Had to take son to ER. Running tests now will be awhile.

  • Good morning hun too you and wife. How did you get on with your son and what happend. You could be busy again i see here. Babys are upset and copil not even on here yet hun. Love your second wife xxx

  • Son got dizzy at work and had some chest pain.After blood work and other tests they ruled out heart attack.Dehydration was the culprit.Sometime this week he will need to do stress test.
    As far as the kids are concerned their phones might have been taken away from them as part of punishment.
    Thanks for the love you sent I sure could use it and I love you so very very much.

  • Hun baby boy you know is looking for you xxx

  • I was in shower I have PT this morning.

  • Know worries hun abd all the best with pt xxx

  • I had help from daughter in hospital felt so good. I love you more than words can say. How much you are appreciated everyday and now for a big kiss and hug.

  • Hun it looks like third baby girl got in trouble at school and she is home now hun. Remember your promise hun about spanking her about being bold. She has a temper on her hun thats for sure xxx

  • I am at physical therapy now.

  • Baby boy is extremly angry hun xxx

  • Just got back home.busy I see.

  • You might have baby boy hun. But i would say spank him and let him stand in corner off his room hun xxx

  • I see all baby girls are back hun as it that lady. Poir baby boy isvextremly upset also hun xxx

  • Making the boy think and simmer. I love you

  • Hun go too mom saw my d*** pictures xxx

  • I see and lady in hospital has cancer.

  • I know hun and im crying here for her and as for baby boy hun. Maybe nude timeout in his bedroom hun instead. You allmost have him hun and if he refuses. Then redden his bim and corner off his room hun xxx

  • We are making progress. I love you dearly wife.

  • Well done hun and he done it i see xxx

  • Now time for me to lay next to you and enjoy your caresses. Goodnight kiss first.

  • Your amazing my husband with babys and others hun. That poor lady must not be able too get through again hun. Hearts broke for her hun and want too sleep and have fun with me tonight hun xxx

  • I thought you wanted sleep was I ever wrong my poor neglected wife. Then I think I will slowly kiss my way around all your body. I love you,

  • I finally made it to your v***** as I am nibbling on your c***. I love you

  • Hun and baby girl in hospital it seems like she is serousley not well. It maybe through her head injurie hun. Vommit all the rime and headaches. Poor baby girl is so frightend bless her xxx

  • She is afraid of scan I had plenty of those so I tried to make her calm about it. I am glad you are here for me.

  • Its the vommiting im concernd about for her hun and headaches. Im so pleased your son is doing fine also hun. As for baby boy here and he was not happy his daddy woke him up and has him studie. Maybe nip his curseing in bud now hun before he kicks off xxx

  • I wish I could be their physically to help her I know she is scared it seems her mom is angry at her for being in hospital. Her mom is full of anger and she needs to vent it out elsewhere.

  • I know hun and im so upset for poor baby girl. She must have had a terribale fall hun. Between pins in her little foot and leg and head hun. Shes a sweetheart and your winderfull with her as you are with other babys and people here hun. She has come on so far from first talking with you. Remember how angry she was and how she hated boys and men and had no daddy. Love you my husband xxx

  • My suspicion is with the fall she has suffered a subdural hematoma which is pockets of blood on the brain that is causing her headaches.I had that last year after a fall I had in the winter they had to drill a hole in the skull to drain the blood. I was in hospital five days.

  • Poor baby girl and thats all she needs with everything else hun. Will they operate straight away. If she knows your there and thinks its just a scan she will feel safer hun xxx

  • If they see on the scan then they will operate right away no waiting.The only thing is when you come to you have tubes down your throat and you have a catheter in your urinary tract.Your gag reflux starts to work.After a scan the following morning they saw the progress made they removed the tube in my throat and removed the catheter from my p****.

  • Hun what are risks for this baby girl and so she would be out off it for at least a day or two hun. Im crying so hard for her and even baby boy hun. He feels nobody cares for him and thats so sad hun xxx

  • If they operate on her soon she would be sedated until next morning. She will not remember a thing of the scan or the operation.

  • My hearts broken for her hun. She came so far since being on with you hun. Baby boy seems too be looseing it a little now also. I would not let him get too out off hand this time and take his trousers and pants off and redden his a*** and corner time in his room hun xxx

  • Time to take son to work be back in awhile.

  • Hun baby is going down for her scan bless her. She is terrafide hun and at least she beleaves your with her hun xxx

  • I am the only one she believes in I must not let her down.

  • Bless her little heart hun and keep her safe xxx

  • I am saying extra prayer for her she is my daughter I love her deeply.

  • Stubborn baby boy hun and wonder how last baby is hun. Surely she woild have being back from just a scan hun. I can clearly see a spanking comeing his way hun xxx

  • I told you that if they find pooled blood on brain they will operate right away that is what they did to me when my boys brought me to the hospital.

  • I was just saying they must have found something and its why baby girls not back yet.

  • Yes I am sure they did she will be fine.

  • Im not feeling too good and my own babys are acting up. Going to lie down for a bit. My friend said she will take them out for a while. Will be back later...

  • Go lay down take care.

  • I hope I did not disturb as I got in bed you look beautiful sleeping like you do. I love you.

  • Good morning hun too you and wife and i was not well yesterday and feeling very down hun. Have alot on my mind. My friend kept eye on my babys and is bringing them too school for me soon hun. I stayed in bed most off yesterday. Love your second wife xxx

  • My beautiful wife we need to just hug each other.

  • Hello hun and just in door with my daughter. She got into trouble at school. She is in her room and i have a good mind too spank her. But i need too calm down hun xxx

  • Calm down take your clothes of and cool off. I love you.

  • I will take a bath hun and care too join me. I will deal with my baby girl after my bath hun xxx

  • Just got back from therapy it was a busy morning for me.

  • Third baby is on again looking for you hun and you might want too warn her on her language also hun xxx

  • I will check it out.

  • Its fine hun and thought about you in bath. My baby girl is not talking too me hun. I see last baby girl is on thank god and bless her little heart. She must be in alot off pain hun xxx

  • At least I have something in common with her.

  • Third baby does not look like she will back down hun. Shes also makeing threats and curseing is getting worse xxx

  • Interesting how things develop.

  • Going too wath movie with my friend and babys hun. My baby girl is still upset i spanked her hun. Just too let you know baby boy is looking for you. Alsos second baby girl is hun and i beleave third baby girl ran off hun. Shes a terror for taps and i hope they catch her soon hun. Well done with last baby girl hun. She at least got some food in her tummy xxx

  • I am glad I helped her with that.Movie time.

  • Hun first baby i see was looking for you. She seems too have gotten herself in trouble hun xxx

  • Oh no here we go again. I love you and a goodnight kiss.

  • Meant too say hun that your wonderfull with them babys. I persume their all sleeping bless them. Your kind, paitent and even though firm at times hun when needed. Babys know how much you love and feel safe with you hun xxx

  • Good night hun and see you in my dreams hun xxx

  • ? How do you mean hun. Love your second wife xxx

  • I know hun and bless you. I think you might be rite about first baby girls mommy hun. As for baby boy wow and third baby is in for what looks like a spanking hun xxx

  • Second baby is home hun xxx as are my own babys. My friend collectet them for me xxx

  • I know you do hun and she will be fine please god. She is such a sweetheart bless her. Baby boy is digging his heals in again hun. Stubborn little thing. I would not let it carry on too long though hun. Put foot down if he persists and smack his bum and time out hun xxx

  • I know hun and she is so afraid. Were the h*** is her mommy. Your heart would break for baby girl. Guess if she does have operation her. She will be terrafide and all over place tomorrow bless her. But if she knows your waiting for her hun. It will be a little easier for poor baby. That baby boy seems too be going off on one hun xxx

  • Off corse hun and poor babys xxx

  • Good morning hun too you and wife. I see posts are back and third baby girl know suprize is up hours it seems hun and was a little confused. Hows your son doing since hun xxx

  • Son is doing fine.

  • Hun its getting late and you need too put an end too little boys acting up hun. Spank him and corner and bed as i said hun and cuddles with you hun xxx

  • Hes stubborn hin xxx

  • Hun honestly spank his little bum and corner time and bedtime with cuddles from daddy. Love from your wife xxx

  • First baby girlis looking for you hun and baby boys curseing a little also. I think a red bum and corner time and bedtime for him hun xxx

  • So i see hun and he is a stubborn baby boy xxx

  • I understand hun and if he continues then a good warm bum and timeout for him xxx

  • Lady in hospital is back hun. That baby boy is extremly upset hun xxx

  • Hun first baby girl is on and go too post called. Feeling her up. That baby boy thinks you are after just stopped talking too him. By the way hun his language again xxx

  • I hope it went well hun and i still think you need too give hin a timeout if he persists with behaviour xxx

  • Hope it goes well hun xxz

  • Hun baby girl in hospital is on post called. I gave it too him xxx

  • Please hun message baby boy and i still think he needs a red a*** and time out hun xxx

  • Thanks for kiss hun and i feel the same about you. Yes poor baby girl in hospital and her mommy and aunt doing that too her bless her little heart. Littl boy thinks hesvall grown up also hun xxx

  • You there hun and i mean it give him time out in corner bare bottom and so what if his sister or mommy walks in and sees him hun xxx

  • Hun please baby boy is begging for a red a***. You need too get his trousers and pants off and spank him and give him corner time and then cuddle him hun xxx

  • I was concernd for your son and yous hum. I see a few babys are back on and third baby is gone bless her. Baby boy i realy think you should tann his little bum now hun and timeout. Stop him in his tracks today hun xxx

  • Jes not a happy bunny hun xxx

  • He wont back down hun. He needs his trousers and pants taken off and over your knee and i truely beleave corner time hun xxx

  • Hun third baby girl is back and looking for you hun xxx and wow baby boy hun

  • Baby boys not backing down i see hun. I beleave a red a*** and timeout for him hun. I cant beleave he hit two boys and hurt them so bad hun xxx

  • Hun baby girl is cute asking you too spank them all. Your so good with them hun and i see first and last baby girl are sleeping also baby boy is back with a vengance hun. Remember hun spank and corner time. Love your wife xxx

  • Yes hun and i got alot off verbal off them bought xxx

  • I think you should let him know a good spanking and corner time awaits him hun when he gets back. Love you my husband xxx

  • I wish there was a easy way to meet up. Connect. Communicate.

  • I love to hang out and be your friend im the same every body does stuff with out me I'm lonely and need a person like you I'm in north ga mountains waiting to meet u

  • I know how you feel.

    I know I'm not the popular in crowd person but I like to be with others and I hate that sad alone lonely feeling when I'm alone.

  • Can we EET one day

  • Sorry about that I was saying can we meet some day this post really helps me I think I'm alone

  • I feel for you. That lonely empty feeling. I self analyse all the time trying to work out why I can't find someone to love. What is wrong with me. I've got a job. I'm able to talk to co-workers and so on but no one to be my lover.

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