Suicidal thoughts plague me at the moment...yaaaay
I'd recommend reading 12 Rules for Life: An Antidote to Chaos by Jordan Peterson.
Really sorry to hear.Me too. Some days I just feel low.It's hard to pick up and smile.Good luck.
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