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I wrote a suicide note for the first time in my life. i have been suicidal many times
Mar 15I wrote a suicide note for the first time in my life. i have been suicidal many times
Mar 15
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That's kind of a pity. I know depression. Feeling lonely, rejected, unlovable, useless etc.
But then I figured, I'm here. It's now. Let's go discover and do **. Didn't really matter a great deal. I would like to have a lover but if I was just a slave or whatever didn't matter.
Took a huge amount of effort to get on line and also to physically get out but ended up meeting all sorts
I write such a note once a week. I have a pile by now. Think of finding a publisher but this far only Confession Post has accepted me.
Go stop **. Your suicidal thoughts are from too much **. You want to find yourself a goal and live it. Play chess, master cooking, read the Bible or Qran page 1 thru page 5436. Anything. Get out of your head and into the real thing.
Stop avoiding life. It cannot be avoided.
And if you are into suffering, then I swear to you living is harder than dying. Go live some. Smell flowers. Smell a **. Anything. Just stop f thinking and star f doing.