Broken

I miss bubzy. He was my boyfriend, my husband, the love of my life and i'm hurt and full of regret. He's made me the happiest and I wish i would've done the same. I wish I didn't get upset over small things and I wish i would've been there for him. I wish i could go back in time and fix our relationship. I wish i would've kept us in the honeymoon phase. I love him so much and i wish i didn't lose him. I want him back.. I know it's too late bc he said he didn't love me as a gf anymore, but i wish he would come back. I wish this was all just a dream. I miss him and there hasn't been a day i've stopped thinking about him. I cry every time i wake up bc i know i've lost something that meant the world to me. I cry because i'm having a difficult time accepting the reality. I cry because i love him and i miss him and i'm afraid he will never come back. I'm sorry for all the pain and unhappiness i've brought. I'm writing bc i'm letting you go and this is my way of coping. I know I can't have you. That's why I'm saying this sincerely.. I hope you find happiness bubzy. Thank for you loving me and creating some of the happiest moments I will always carry in my heart.

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  • Modern psychology in violent old scotlands form of cbt today said "people can't be broken" no one is ever broken or capable of being broken.

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