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I don't feel anything for my nephew
My sister just had her first kid but I don't feel anything in particular for him. I don't hate him, I don't love him, I'm just apathetic.
People keep congratulating me, but I have no idea why. It really has nothing to do with me. My sister wants me to move closer to her and the kid but she knows I never want kids of my own, why would I want a relationship with hers? I'm scared of getting sucked into babysitting / responsibilities for the kid, and that's just not me.
The feeling / expectation others have that I should feel something, but don't, is itself making me feel like some kind of monster. I haven't seen the kid yet and if it were socially acceptable, I would be ok with never seeing it. I have like a mini panic attack when people ask me questions about the baby, like "should I know this?", "would a person who gave a ** know this?". I think I'm generally a caring, decent person, but I have some kind of mental block when it comes to kids.
I feel oppressed in a sense by the societal expectation around kids. It's hard to find similar people to date. I see my friends and family members having them, and I want to stop hanging around those people. I feel at this rate I won't have any friends or family left eventually, but I don't know what to do.
Mom wont buy me them ** dad
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Hay dad and i stay in bed dad now and im not go down watch my cartoons dad and im be good dad and im you little girl dad andvi luv you dad im hope you be proud me dad and them say if im look at telly again and not ask they say will spank me even harder dad i luv you dad and want hugs xxxxx and dad im been good
You get lost dad and keep go on me dad and now get lost and im got in trouble dad and its not ** fair them are meany pants like you dad and you keep go on me and im stuck ** up them earlyer dad and you now and its not even fair dad im not mess you get ** lost im not mess dad im wont any body again dad so every body ** of and im not mess and im go be my own boss and that is final dad im hate every one
I dont like you dad and you keep go on me dad so go way dad
Hay dad were you keep go on me dad xxxxx