I hate my boyfriend's son
I hate my boyfriend's son. I decided to move across the country to help my boyfriend raise his son. Stupid, kid hating me thought it was a great idea. The kid is six and still throws tantrums when he doesn't get what he wants or is told "no." He lies a lot, doesn't know how to respect authority, and is a manipulative little f*****. He has his good sides he's really sweet most of the day and right after he gets in trouble, but he's bad often enough that it's hard to think of him as a good kid.
Everything is annoying me now. The idea of "family time" makes me sick, his voice is chaffing and he won't stop talking, sometimes I really don't want him near me or to touch me. His father has just started disciplining him after I told him I need help raising his f****** son. I'm 24 and I found 2 grey hairs and for the past 2 weeks I've been having nightmares about the kid and I hardly ever dreamt before this.
I want to stay. I love my boyfriend and his son, but I don't think I can take it much longer. I feel trapped, but I also feel like I'm growing up. Kids suck.