I want to ** my friend, my sister, and i ** a 12 year old.
Since I’m 12 I fantasize about ** and beating women, although I would never do it, I’m not a psychopath. I’m 15 now, and I think I’m in love with a girl of 16. I have never have a girlfriend. We get along well, but I many times I found myself fantasizing about ** her and beating her until she is bleeding and receiving the same treatment as well. I went to her house three times, and she has a 12 year old younger sister who when I see her is always looking at me. One day I went to her house and his sister was alone, she said that her family have go out for a trip, and she didn’t go because she was sick. She invited me to come in. We started chatting and we play poker. I loose and she say that she wanted to see my **. I became angry, I didn’t see her that way. But she started blackmailing me that she would say to my sister that I’m in love with her, or that she would say that I intent to ** her. I became scared, so I did it. She started touching it and have very cold hands, and one thing led to another and we were having **. I can’t say that it was that good. I could only get the head on my ** at the beginning, and have to put my hand in her mouth because she was screaming like I was killing her. When I get like half in she started bleeding and screaming louder. The blood and her screams excite me and I started doing it faster and harder. At the end I didn’t even ** because she say that her fathers and his brothers will come. She then say that she would call me when she was alone again, she says she was in love with me and that her sister hate me. I go out. I didn’t like her, I like her sister. And apart I wonder if I’m a **. Yesterday at school her sister, the one I like, didn’t talk to me, but laugh every time I pass beside her.
Also, another problem is that I also want to ** and beat my sister, who is 16, and classmate of the girl I like. She beats me sometimes, and force me to serve her. I hate her, but she is so hot, I want to punish her, because if a do anything to her my parents would see her as the victim, and it would be bad seen if I tell then I would be less of a man to them. Sometimes she sits around me in the sofa and puts starts beating me with her feet, I want to ** her then.
My life is so of a mess, I got a depression. I don’t know if I’m a psychopath, if I’m a **. Sometimes I think of killing myself, that no one’s understand me, what should I do. I need help quick. I believe if I tell anyone about its I would become a complete outcast, that they would see me to a medical institution.
No Comments Yet