I'm paranoid about my relationship
I developed a crush on my best friend not long ago and she returned the feelings. (Making me lesbian)
We're not dating but we act like we do. She recently developed a crush on someone and I'm always paranoid she'll leave me for him or someone else. Even though she always assures she won't. (In fact that guy flirts with her all the time and it annoys her now)
Sorry if that sounds childish but how can I not be paranoid?? I love her so much and she's my everything.
She's a really sweet and amazing person and I don't wanna lose her, but she's my first crush (since I'm not easily attracted to people) and I'm still young and know it's not gonna last forever.