I want to be pregnant so bad.
I want to get pregnant so badly. I'm 25 and live with my boyfriend and our dog. We've been having some really tough months financially and mentally. We both suffer from depression and PTSD and for 3 weeks I was hospitalized due to me being suicidal. I had to quit many jobs because of the severe PTSD symptoms and we're on the verge of eviction. I got an interview today that went well and have another one in a few days. After my boyfriend got paid today, things are starting to look better financially. I know now is not the right time, but I want a baby so bad. I want a bigger family, I wanna be a mom. I want my boyfriend to show what a great father he can be, because he shows it with our dog. I want a baby because it would be something I would have to fight for in life. I'm starting to give up, and a baby would give me so much more to fight for.