I love him so much.

I'm in love with a guy who happens to be my most trusted friend.
He know's about my feelings, and told me he loved me too.
I gave him everything I had. I know he would never mean to hurt me, but he did.
After his girlfriend found out about how close we were, she forbid him to see me anymore (even though I've known him for over 11 years, and she's only known him a year)
I understand were she is coming from.
I would never wish her unhappiness.
And yet..
If he were to randomly call me..
I'd go to him in a heartbeat.

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  • Poster:
    To the first comment..I thank you for your advice. And believe me, I have plotted her death many times.
    To the second.. I've already told him how I feel. He knows all of it, he just feels really torn because he does still have feelings for me, and he doesn't want to lose me, but he still has feelings for his girlfriend.
    To the third.. He has told his girlfriend that he doesn't want to lose me no matter what she says. I'm the one who almost stopped talking to him, because I didn't want things to be complicated for him, and I just wanted him to be happy.
    To the last..seeing as how his girlfriend and I don't really get along..I don't see that going very well.

  • If you meant as much to him as he means to you, he would reach out to you. Or he would have found a way to explain to his girlfriend that you are a part of his life. Obviously you don't mean that much to him though, move on.

  • ^^ honestly i would too, and maybe you should wait until u know hes at work and you call him, tell him it's important, and pour your heart out

  • You're a truly strong person
    And you obviously care about him, because you're respecting his life and being a good friend

    If I were you, I'd be plotting that b****** death though..

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